I am scared;
scared to death.
I don't know of what?
I need money,
security.
I need all that
I don't have!
I am scared;
scared like hell
I can't even listen to myself!
I just let them
do it for me.
I cant even decide for myself!
I cant speak,
cant think,
cant do anything!
You know why?
because I am scared to death!
Scared of life,
Scared of its direction,
Scared of my own self-esteem,
Scared I am!
I want to be great!
Don't you?
And I understand
minus passion
I cant be!
I think I know
what I want to do!
Then why do I waste time
doing things I don't know
I love or don't?
Will someday
I find the courage
to stand, to defy,
to reach out
and be myself!
Will someday
i do
what i want to
not for bread
not for you
for me....just for me....
Will one day
I be selfish enough
to be myself?
Will one day
I be selfish enough
and be myself?
Will one day
I be selfish enough
to be myself?
